standing at the crossroads

**this came to me during my sunday school lesson today out of 1 kings where elijah was telling the prophets & followers of baal to make a choice...we all have crossroads in our lives that we are facing where we have to make a decision be it a good one that will make everyone happy or be it a bad one where someone will get hurt***

standing at the crossroads

here i stand at the crossroads of life
full of confusion and full of doubt
knowing what i want out of things
but not sure that it is right

my life has changed so much
in such a little time
my heart feel like
it is just hanging by a thread

which way should i go?
should i follow my heart
or should i just let go?
thus my confusion

if i stay here
will it all happen again?
if i go away
i will never know what will happen

i feel that my life
has been flipped upside down
not knowing what is going on
but everything happens for a reason

a reason i will never know
but everything will eventually work out
not in the time that i would like it to
but in the time that He wants it to

1/9/2011